30 jan. samba saravah by pierre barouh for the 'un home et une femme' soundtrack. haven't watched this yet but do intend to. i don't speak a word of french & have no idea what he's saying, but it feels gentle and loving and transcendent...

26 jan. libidine 8 by stelvio cipriani for the 'libidine' soundtrack. haven't seen this film and don't intend to, but parts of the soundtrack are just bliss, this track especially.

20 jan. pantyhose from tv girl's 'french exit'. definitely in my top three tv girl songs. it all comes together so wonderfully. best listened to between homework tasks, lipsyncing for your life and serving camp realness... but genuinely, something i resonate with an aspire to deeply.

19 jan. door from mitski's 'lush'. SUPREMELY underrated, one of my favourite mitski songs (which means a lot). so hauntingly beautiful & evocative.

6 jan. i wait for you.

Happy New Year! lemon elegy from minuano's 'love logic'. the song of the New Year. Oh God, the intro to this feels like breath. like life and carrying on, cool water over healing wounds. i'll die and they'll have to play this. a meditative end to the year.

31 dec. 春宵の哀しみ from minuano's 'love logic'. not my favourite intro by far, but the body of the song feels like a hymn, like a prayer, like something real and right and factual. it is.

23 dec. end of a holiday from lamp's 'lamp genso'. heavenly intro/outro & supreeeemely underrated. start of Christmas break gives this entry a little irony, but this album is perfect for winter.

22 dec. a burning hill from mitski's 'puberty 2'. been thinking about this all week, humming it in the shower and at the bus stop but i'm just shy of the right notes. soft and gentle and still here. has that Mitski rawness, sent straight from her heart to mine.


14 dec. unfair & hallucination from skz' 'hop', the latter on my friend's phone, in the car, favourite from the start. the former grown on me.